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10.5.10

at last

waw~almost a month i didn't c my blog.which means almost a month i didn't wrote anythin.
in a month.a lot of things happen 2 me.l0ts are bitter one.rily.lots of them hurt me.killing mr from inside.make me feel like zombie.huhu~..


su,ma,paah..sy da xde ngn dye.dye buad sy mcm ex dye dlu.tgl tnpe sbrg kate pts.kjam dye kn?skang..sy cube lupekan dye..insyaAllah,sy BOLE.pd bonda pon sy da bgtaw,dy xkesa.asalkan sy bahagia.ye mak,ank mak bahagia diluar..tp dlm terasa kesakitan.sgt saket..esp bile nk kenduri aritu kn mak?1st tym anak mak ni dga mak nanges,,sdey sgt..terluke dga n lihat stiap airmate yg menitis 2,,apekan daye,anak mak xmampu nk menghentikan tangisan 2.n org jnji..no more tears come out from ur eyes.i adore u mum,for evrything dat u had thru..I LOVE U..n now,i only obey 2 mum's words only.no one else.fullstop.


smlm g tlg spupu nk nikah.bf0r dat.g kursus buad kek.H0H0H0H0.sgt2 sronok tgk tgn2 yg keras 2 menggigil2 nk buad deco.buad rose esp.h0h0.lots of neu fren plus experience.afte dat,pegi BANTING.ngn angah n kak ct.kak ct drive.suda berlainan bandr bnting.last pegi..erm raye myb.huhu~bkn ape..xde bnde pon,,atok n nenek uda tiada.so far.wat can i say.sgt2 kelam kabot coz tym 2 la nk buad antaran,pakai inai sume la..~hurm..lantak dye la..afte 2 kali lafaz nikah..da pon sah dye jd bini org.umo due2 23 taun.hurm..sy bile lagi?*wink wink..wondering....




apep0n.HEPI MOTHERS DAY 2 mum,pn sakona sarimin,adore n luv u so damn much!

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